shawal

ok. 2 days of hari raya have passed. hmm...do i feel anything? neh... i expected raya would be more celebratory this year cuz i'm like in the zone man! but boy was i wrong. everyone around me doesnt seem to be as excited as i am. so yes, yet again another raya gone wrong. so, im going to return to being the 'Grinch of aidilfitri'. i've always hated the facade that everyone puts on. underneath the curtains they call clothe and the plastic smiles plastered on their faces lies a hypocrate. thats what i believe. the idea of raya being a moment for forgiveness is just outrageous. like, if you didn't do anything wrong, why apologise? it just totally doesnt make sense. thats why i refrain from taking part in the hypocritical act of asking for forgiveness. and to make things worst, these people have to remind me of how old i've grown! this year, i've been reminded once too often that i've reached the 'age cap'! i'm like, ok. if u stingy fellows don't wanna give me the money fine. but must you announce to the whole wide world that i"m 19. my gosh, i should paste a sticker on my forehead saying,"guess what u lucky bastards! im 19". that would make things easier wouldn't it. so anyway, went to matin's place just now. throughout the whole process of celebrating, i was looking at my friends and thinking to myself, my gosh, we've grown so much! once the cute little 13/14 year olds now becoming young adults. my goodness. but of cuz, somethings never change. haha. the gals we're late. and matin, being the clown and the bad host that he is. hee hee. and faidhi always appearing as the cooldude with no problems when we obviously know that he has his A levels in 8 DAYS! took lots crazy photos.will post them as soon as i grab hold of it. haha. and matin, love ur house! its so you! it has ur name plastered on every nook and cranny. hahaha. tho i think the banner thing was a little bit of a wastage, but brava!