thoughts

i had my range a few days back. and guess what! i failed it completely! got like 9 out of 28 shots. haha...lest, i conclude, i'm a lover not a fighter! surprise surprise! haha so i was on the train back home just now. and as usual, on lonely train rides, what do u do? sit and look at pple. it was so hilarious! firstly, i saw this man who sat beside me. as soon as he got seated, he took out a laptop. and as usual, i thought, this must be a busy uni student. den, i peeked at his screen! and i burst out laughing!!! this guy was playing solitaire! haha. now i know wat laptops are for! hahaa. den i saw this guy wearing this really really nicew shirt! which would look so awesome on me! but too bad! he looked like a hobbit with sausage lips! haha. but i shall give him credit for having good taste. Life can be so unfair sometimes. so then i took off my earphones and was listening to the myriad of conversations going on in the train. everyone was rambling in all sorts of languages! it was at this moment that i a thought came to me. i don't belong here. i realise that i stood out like a sore thumb. den i remembered wat a friend of mine told me last night. 'ilyas, you look like the kind of person who just cant wait to leave this country'. haha....is it that obvious?