schnappi

my baby schnappi got sterilised today! shocked when i was told by the vet that she was pregnant! who could've impregnated by baby!!!! anyway, she's recuperating now. its funny how i can love a person who hates me and yet cannot love a person who loves me. and lo and behold! the two are one in a complex way determined by time. those who understand will know. i'm so confused but not yet traumatised. i need to move forward! as such, i'm finding love in the only constant in my life. God.