you

why am i still stuck in a moment? why do i keep wanting something that i know so well that i cannot have? what is it about you that makes it so difficult to let you go? it was just a 2 week rendevous that took place almost a year ago. why do still hold on to those beautiful memories? youve caused me so much pain yet i keep crawling back to you. you've got me under your spell. im begging you! let me go! stop hurting me no more. i've suffered enough. secretly im hoping that you'll jus vanish from my mind. but my whole world revolves around you.why are you so cruel? what grave sin have i ever committed to deserve a punishment so severe. the airport used to mean so much to me. my safe haven. my secret retreat. but even that you stole from me. now, i cant go there not thinking of us. with every step i take in that beautiful place, a part of me dies. i know i can never turn back time. i know you dont care no more. but if you could only bring me some closure and say something. anything. could you at least release me from the wrath of your spell? you were rite. i should've never fallen in love with you. it would be so much easier to hate you. but i cant dammit!